Thoughts
i wonder when it thunders
as you lay in bed and ponder
if my name forms across your lips
do you shut your eyes
and imagine the glide
that forms from my thighs to my hips
i know that you crave me
like lazy days wrapped up in yesterday
like warm embraces that make things okay
sun kissed reasons that convince
me to stay
as i have yet to say
the feelings trapped in my head
ones that show in my life
I can believe love is dead
because here you are
a delicate heart to mend
as i have yet to greet
love again
remember
you are strong
like sweet words that dry
the tears you let slip out in curses
like dark skies that thunder
striking fear, clutching purses
you hold in clenched fist
promises of tomorrow
in this sorrow we create
in the world we chose to follow
you are sunshine
after heavy lies
you are the deep sigh
after a hard cry
you are satisfaction
you
i think of you
as the moist air
turns to dew
i have visions
and thoughts
of my love for you.
K is a queer person of colour just trying to figure it all out.